it’s hard to remember what someone looks and sounds like when you haven’t seen them in a very long time. even after seeing r for a few solid hours i still can’t match his voice and face together. it’s a broken up puzzle that i’ve left sitting on the table for far too long to care about it anymore. and yet there’s still a part of me that wants to go back and remember how to do it.
i don’t know what i’m saying anymore, but everyone is just bumming me out. and it’s hard when you hang out with people like r or b and they’re in a rut and you want to extend a helping hand but you’re too incapable of doing so.
